Perez Hilton's first message from hospital bed revealed after traumatic livestream

Perez Hilton's final words were "I need help," after being hospitalized following a harrowing attempt to harm himself during a livestream.

On Thursday, an insider spilled to The Daily Mail that the celebrity blogger is "really suffering."

“He’s a man in a lot of pain,” the source claimed. “I think right now he’s focused on the physical, but it’s all tied together. No one deserves the torment he’s going through.”

"No one deserves the torment he's going through," the confidant, who has been a close friend to the Perez family for 20 years, continued.

"He was able to articulate himself [to his mother in hospital] but I don't think he's quite self-aware enough yet [to understand exactly what happened]," the source added. “He’s still in a dark place as I understand it. Just very very sad.”

The insider further told the outlet that prior to the incident, the 48-year-old columnist “was acting normal.”

“He was getting excited about future projects. It had been a good day up to then," the source said.

For those unversed, Perez was transported to the hospital on August 4 after he attempted to harm himself during a live stream on TikTok.

As per the source, Perez's mother “was the one who met the cops there and told them” about the mental health crisis.