Britney Spears reveals why she's drawn back to her kitchen after difficult years

Britney Spears is pouring her heart out in a lengthy social media post as she revealed that she wanted to dive into creative work again.

​The Princess of Pop took to her Instagram account on Thursday and penned down an emotional note on not being able to create lots of "arts and crafts" and reflected on how her kitchen leave her in a vulnerable state.

"​This year has been quite interesting… I’ve never done so many arts and crafts and it’s sort of embarrassing ok so I might have went a bit coo coo in the nest when I honestly believed I could create my own stained glass … I got bits and pieces of broken glass, big pieces, small… all laid down on white sheets… to make it properly,” she began. “I have a glass blowing machine which is extremely dangerous cuz it’s so hot in temperature it melts glass like you see in Catholic Churches or on round lamps unfortunately I wasn’t able to use that machine… maybe one day I will."

Opening about that being in the kitchen brings her sweet memories, Spears noted, “I have a lot of emotional issues that come up in my kitchen… I have no idea why… I guess that’s usually where we as family all come together to celebrate, pray and cook."

​Now she used the space for her creative hobbies, Spears continued, "And well for some reason I did my crafts there… and then I started painting I painted all night. When I was done I turned all the lights off and then turned on my upside down stain glass lamp… to my surprise it was by no means perfect but my heart and whole body became one with it and I melted with the soft pink and purple glow before me as if I fell in love.”

​Spears further shared since placing her broken lamp with purple light in her kitchen she wanted to spend more time there.

​“Ok I get its a f****** broken lamp with shattered glass pieces put together somehow to create light… but I found myself wanting to go to the kitchen after years of not wanting to…l was excited to go to the kitchen in the middle of the night to eat my cereal or snacks … something very demure to me and one of a kind, the light was so soft and not too bright it was the most peaceful feeling… it was in my kitchen for 3 months… I never moved it from when I first made it," she concluded.