Nicole Kidman feels 'very fearful' after Keith Urban divorce

Nicole Kidman recently admitted that she had an absolutely different view of life before her divorce from Keith Urban.

For those unaware, Kidman filed for divorce from Urban in September of last year after 19 years of their marriage. The couple, who welcomed two daughters, Sunday Rose, 17, and Faith Margaret, 15, finalized their divorce in January of this year.

While giving an interview to British Vogue, the 59-year-old Australian-American actress and film producer stated that she has now embraced a “feelings first” approach to both life and work.

Articulating her thoughts, she said, “My desire is not to be ruled by my head. But at the same time I’m like, ‘OK, I didn’t expect this. I had a different view of what my life was going to be, but this is what it is now.’”

“You make all these plans and you have all these ideas of what it’s all going to be like and then it’s … not. You have to adjust. You adapt. The future, it’s completely unknown to me right now,” Kidman stated.

Notably, at one point in her life, the Oscar-winning actress felt “very fearful and deeply vulnerable. Which is exposing.”

“And then at the same time [I’m] going, ‘Well, I can either really not confront it and just curl up, or I can just go forward with an enormous amount of hope,’” Nicole Kidman shared.