Nicole Kidman confesses she thinks about her own ‘mortality’

Nicole Kidman has recently confessed she thinks about her mortality in her 50s.

“Mortality. Connection. Life coming and hitting you,” said the 57-year-old in a new interview with GQ magazine.

Sharing reason about why she feels things deeply now, the Babygirl actress stated, “The loss of parents and raising children and marriage and all of the things that go into making you a fully sentient human. I’m in all of those places.”

“So, life is, whew. It’s definitely a journey,” remarked Nicole.

The Bombshell actress continued, “And it hits you as you get older how… it’s a wake up at 3 a.m. crying and gasping kind of thing.”

“If you’re in it and not numbing yourself to it. And I’m in it. Fully in it,” she added.

Elaborating on how her parents’ death had changed her outlook on life, the A Family Affair actress pointed out, “There's the mortality aspect of life which, when you start to deal with that, it's very heavy.”

Nicole further said, “When you're raising children, you're like, ‘I gotta stay here. I wanna see all of this.’”

“It's devastating and beautiful and extraordinary,” she added.