Nikkie Tutorials reveals it is absolutely gut-wrenching to talk about her robbery

Beauty influencer and YouTuber Nikkie Tutorials came forth revealing it is not easy for her to talk about the robbery.

Back in August, Nikkie de Jager  and fiancé Dylan Drossaers got robbed at gunpoint in their Netherlands home.

In a fan QnA Nikkie recalled the incident as one of the worst things to happen in 2020.

"The robbery was worse," she said. "In that moment, I feared for my life. With the blackmailing, I feared for my career."

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"Now I have to keep talking about it. It gets brought up so many times now. I think if you're not in the public eye, you can forget about it faster," she shared. 

"Now people are like, 'How are you after the robbery?' People always come from a good place, but it's a lot. For me, the entire experience happens again. It repeats and repeats in my head," Nikkie continued.