'Love Island' star Molly-Mae Hague confesses she 'blurred' painful memories after first childbirth

As Molly Mae Hague recently welcomed her second child, son Midas, earlier in June, she believes she may have experienced postpartum depression after welcoming her first child, daughter Bambi.

​The Love Island star opened up about her experience in a YouTube video, while looking back at becoming mother first-time admitting she struggled the first few months.

​The doting mom of two said, "I feel like a completely different version of myself this time round to who I was postpartum with Bambi. There's no way to actually compare it.

​"A lot of you will know that postpartum with Bambi, I truly did struggle so much. I think looking back that I probably did have postpartum depression to some extent, definitely for the first three months to six months."

​Hague shared that her brain removed the memories from that period because it was hard for her.

"I honestly cannot remember a lot of that time with Bambi and feel like I've completely blurred it from my memory and tried to forget in a sad way. I was so out of my depth. I felt like I didn't have a clue what I was doing."

​But, for Hague, becoming a mother for the second time was easier than the first time as she was grieving the life she had before motherhood.

​"Going from zero to one was really, really challenging. I was like mourning my old life and I was grieving this version of myself that I knew I was never, ever going to get back," she noted, adding she is now "99.9%" sure she does not want more children.

The influencer welcomed her both kids with partner Tom Fury.