and helps them begin to see the value of their lives, to grasp that the gift of existence is theirs to make the most of, or not. This is not the normal lesson of prison; mostly the millions of Americans who get stuck in the criminal-justice system never leave it. Inside Peace is about a few who do.
A year ago, writing about a film at last year’s festival called Hear Our Voices, about young people struggling with mental illness, I noted: “The film doesn’t present quick fixes, but it conveys a sense of awe about what’s possible.” This is a hallmark of the films at the festival: much more is possible than we publicly concede, and learning about these possibilities opens up big hope.
Early in the film, one of the men shrugs off the class, describing his motivation for attending it: “They’ll give you a pen and some paper. You can bring it back, sell it for a soup, try to make a little hustle.”
This was the size of their hope, to maybe trade a pen and some paper for extra food. The size of their lives was “nothing much.”
“My parents were heroin addicts,” Jake Alvarado says, noting that he’s been locked up for 17 of the last 20 years. “My dad started going to prison when I was very young. I was in fourth grade.”
He went to trade school and studied airplane mechanics, even graduating with honors. But he lacked the inner resources to stay in charge of his life.
These stories bleed through Inside Peace, and they are crucial to it, but they’re only part of what the film is about. The men manage to take the message to heart that they have value as people – no simple lesson, especially when it comes so late in life. This is where, for the viewer, the awe comes in. You mean inner peace is . . . always possible?
The film follows some of the men after their release, when, if anything, life gets harder – far more complicated and also, very often, cruelly unwelcoming. This is the way we treat ‘ex-felons’ – as America’s permanent underclass, unemployable, ineligible for basic help.
David Sigee, one of the released, talks about the panic and despair he’s had to cope with, the ever-present criminal record to which he’s chained. “When things go hard, you gotta find the peace,” he said. “You’re not gonna make it without your peace. You gotta dig for it. You gotta fight for it.”
Excerpted from: ‘Peace Behind Barbed Wire’.
Courtesy: Commondreams.org